Swayva Files

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The Swayva files are about the incidents that Swayva did to Jane, which includes his online-dating with Jane. It is mainly a bunch of screenshots that show what Swayva messaged Jane when it was happening, which are often called cringe or weird.

The apology

Swayva made an apology to all these incidents, the apology is written as it says;

"greetings and salutations, I am jo, formerly known as Swayva. This document is about the actions that I did in the past before I fully changed and became a whole new person, which is why I identify this past self as another name since I am nowhere near the same. The reason I made this document is because I believe that anyone that I am friends with and/or will become friends with should know about who I really was and who I am now. and with how much I believe that I have changed, I am very confident that the people watching this video will not get a bad opinion of me since, again, I am a different person. I am going to be extremely clear, truthful and honest and I will not try to show myself as a good person nor will I point fingers at a certain person. if any information or details are left out, it's simply because I do not remember as I have the memory of a goldfish. before I actually begin, I would like to warn you as this document may get abet graphic as it contains sexual, suicidal and general NSFW topics

MY INTRO TO DISCORD

it's 2021, I am 9 years old, and after watching hundreds of Roblox videos, the uae finally unbanned Roblox. I played jailbreak, pet sim x, tower defence simulator, all sorts of games. as you know, people on YouTube promote their discord for a lot of reasons, and I don't remember who, but they said something promising that I will only receive when I join their discord server. so I downloaded discord and made an account when I was 9. I didn't do much besides stay in that server and get to know how to use discord, even then, I wasn't really familiar with chatting apps. so when I knew how to join servers, I joined multiple servers for no reason at all. and as you know, discord is not a safe place, And I obviously didn’t know that, so I joined every bad server you can think of, mostly the iconic porn scam servers. I managed to somehow find and join one (at the age of 9 btw), and what happens the second I join is that I get 5 messages from 3 separate bots. each bot sent me, you guessed it, porn! like the little innocent 9 year old I was, I didn't hesitate to press block and move on. but I was still 9, which means I can't control my curiosity! and using the knowledge that 2021 TikTok taught me, I got one of the accounts back, and jerked off. when you ejaculate before the big age, all that happens is that you get the feeling, you won't let out anything, and that feeling got me fucked up. to warn you now, the remainder of this segment is about my porn addiction. the uae does a pretty good job at blocking harmful content, so the only thing I had was YouTube and a tablet. all I ever do is search up "big ass", and I masturbate to the safe but not safe content. overtime, I just kept playing with myself until I got to twitter, where I finally get to access true porn. and here's where I bring up discord again. I met this adult dude on tower defence simulator, and I managed to get his discord. we played together and then we somehow got to the topic of porn. then he sent me rule 34 straight from his device, and each time I wanted to, I would go masturbate to the few videos he sent me. until I finally asked the big question, "where did you get these?", where then he introduced to the website rule 34. obviously, the uae does a pretty good job at blocking harmful content, but that's nothing a vpn couldn't bypass. so discovering the almighty vpn, I managed to access rule34, then the actual hub.

AVERAGE MEME GAME

in around 2022 to 2023, I met someone on Roblox that goes by ducky. I got their discord to tell each other to hop on bloxfruits, and we never really talked unless it was about Roblox. one day, he decided to just make a group chat filled with all his added friends. I have no clue who was in the group chat besides the 1 extremely important person that is called Sophia. being the prankster I am, I asked Sophia "hey, can you be my e-kitten". I left before I could get an answer out of him. a day or two after the group chat disbanded, a person named AbuGharsha dm'd me, telling me that I am going to get doxxed. why? because I’m a pedophile, and Sophia is a minor. being the troubled 11 year old, I lied about my age for the first time. I stated that I was 14 and that it is literally impossible for me to be a pedophile. then they apologized and called off the doxxing. I asked how they were going to dox me, which then Abu replied by saying that I should dm a Plague Doctor person for his methods... which was just grabify. later, I asked Abu “I want to get a hold of Sophia.", and when I sent the friend request, I was blocked. so, Abu replied by giving me an invite to the server that Sophia was in, Avera.

SERENITY

Aidan invited his friend and the person at the time had a profile picture of sarvante from the Friday night funkin' mod midnight masses, and her profile was depressing. first thing I say when they join is "hi, are you ok." which they dismissed and stayed silent for a while. when they came back, they started venting, and I agreed that I will talk to them in their dms. after I talked to her regarding whatever her problems were, we talked to each other generally and got to know each other. one time, she changed her profile to bee from bee and puppycat, and I watched the show. after that and a bunch more talking, we started getting abit flirtatious. we put hearts in the end of our sentences, we said some very nice things about each other, and whatever else. until I finally confessed and she accepted. our relationship was a cycle, in the morning, we are happy and we joke and laugh and flirt and all that. and in the night, everything gets depressing and it's just me trying to help out and make her feel better. all of our days followed this cycle for a good 3 months. in those 3 months, things have shifted from the inside and the outside of our relationship. like every other night, she was venting. after she finished and said she’d go to sleep, she changed her profile picture in replacement to the one we both had matching. I considered it as the final nail in the coffin and broke up with her. now, any sane person would say "oh good, that's the end of it, right?", WRONG. somehow, her "friend" came out of nowhere, sat next to her as she cried, and took over her phone, and made a group chat. That was GENUINELY the last straw. hoping that you remembered the plague doctor dude, I finally got to use the knowledge that was bestowed upon me, and I opened the grabify website. I got some random Pinterest page and made a link with it, and given that I was 11-12 years old, I was RETARDED. my excuse to let peso click the link was "I have your face in this Pinterest thread, let me know if that really is your face”. but that didn't matter cuz she still clicked on the link anyway. there, I got her ip address, and I used it to silence and threaten her because she pissed the shit out of me. I did not leak her ip address to anyone. the only person that has ever seen it was her and me.

JANE

vriska was a person in server of server that was pretty low-profile, no one knew about her except aidan because he's the one that invited her. we only talked twice and she drew my roblox avatar, which i don't have, but i do have the little doodle she drew on the side, which i liked a whole lot more than the real art. i've never heard of her at all until she joined the little group chat we had that consisted of the most active members of the current server then. she joined as stego and i had no idea who she was until she started talking about some "i'm mentally ill i have bpd and then i need a favorite person to rely so much on.." FAVORITE PERSON!? ZAMN! SIGN ME UP!!! somehow it worked and we actually got good conversations going and we knew alot about eachother, until she bumped it up abit by saying platonic "i love you"s after a bit of negotiating, we got together for a day before i figured "i'm too homophobic for this shit".. but i'm still a desperate little fuck so we got back together for a few months. i don't really know what to say about this relationship. given how i really strayed far away from the belief i worked so hard to keep up, i was trying to make this relationship mostly lustful while she just tried to make me happy. one thing i was able to conclude from our time together is that i am selfish without me realizing it. i thought i was helping people when i just make things worse. i literally help people and then force them into a relationship right after. i tried focusing on helping jane this whole relationship about her whole bpd problem and stuff but i was never able to do that and instead i was villainized for being an evil manipulative selfish epstein knockoff that was expressing freely expressed his feelings to the person he loved the most. another thing is that since jane wanted me to be happy, she didn't wanna tell me about her actual feelings, or who she actually was. which didn't really make me happy but eh... after everything, she decided to take a break since she wasn't really prepared for a relationship. understandable. but this gave me time to reflect, and i realized "holy shit, what happened to god and stuff" so after another selfish moment, we left eachother. and then i left the internet."

There's other parts of the document however it would make this page way too long, the main swayva files are in the Jane section.